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The Four Agreements

Wed, 24 Jan 2007 02:59:50 GMT

This is something I try to live by. Maybe you should try, too?

The Four Agreements.

Be Impeccable With Your Word.
Speak with integrity. Say only what you mean. Avoid using the word to speak against yourself or gossip about others. Use the power if your word in the direction of truth and love.

Don't Take Anything Personally.
Nothing others do is because of you. What others say and do is a projection of their own reality, their own dream. When you are immune to the opinions of actions of others, you won't be the victim or needless suffering.

Don't Make Assumptions.
Find the courage to ask questions and to express what you really want. Communicate with other as clearly as you can to avoid misunderstandings, sadness, and drama. With just this one agreement, you can completely transform your life.

Always Do Your Best.
Your best is going to change from moment to moment; it will be different when you are healthy as opposed to sick. Under any circumstance, simply do your best, and you will avoid self-judgment, self-abuse, and regret.

The Four Agreements offer a powerful code of conduct that can rapidly transform our lives to a new experiences of freedom, true happiness, and love.

This is from the book the four agreements. By Don Miguel Ruiz.

blah blah blah

Mon, 18 Dec 2006 02:26:27 GMT

Random things to say...

I'm now a proud owner of a 1997 Ponatic Sunfire. It kinda looks and feels new! High 5 to Jess for being in 2 of her clubs!!!!!!!!!!)

Yesterday was one of the most horrible day ever. There was a Holiday Party at Embury (where I intern at). As soon as I got in my car to head over there, vertigo started to hit me and got a bit worse when I got to Embury. I tried to fight it, thinking it would last me the maximum of 15 minutes. Unfortunately, it got worse and I started to getting nauseous. I had to leave the party in order to be able to drive home safe before it got worse. Sure enough, by the time I got home- the entire room started to spin, my heart started to beat fast, I felt much more nauesous and went straight to bed. Few minutes later, I puked. I had almost 4 hours long nap and woke up, feeling much better. However, the dizziness was still there, only less. I slept another 3 hours nap and woke up feeling back to normal, but guess what time it was? 11 pm. Watched a movie and had a cup of wine (in honor to Jess' next chapter since I was supposed to go to her farewell party last nite) with the roommates and went straight to bed afterwards. *yea, I'm surprised I managed to go sleep after all those hours of nap I had*

DAMN VERTIGO!!!!!!!! I had a bad case of vertigo about 2 to 3 years ago, but never had an eposide as bad as the one I just had. I'm starting to think vertigo's worse than anxiety attack!! Mainly because of the length of time of the eposide. MEH!!!!!!!

I've been a member of Xanga for a couple weeks now. I think I'd prefer sticking to LJ than Xanga. I'll give it a couple more weeks and see....

I will be leaving for Michigan either this Friday or Saturday. I can't wait, just to get out of here once again for at least a week or 2!!! I'm still trying to decide on where to be at over New Year Eve.... Guess that's something I'll be following the flow to.

Guess what my mom call sidekick? She refers sidekick as "the box". She went like "oh Denise, why don't you call me through the box once you get more information from...." How adorable is that?!?!

Anyone know what the hell is going on with Desperate Housewives? 2 weeks ago, it didn't show due to some other show being shown, last week there was some sort of "reruns" going on, and tonight, it's not even showing? Is the season over or what? This makes this girl not so happy!!!! (EDIT) I take that back. It's playing right now.

Tonight, Rosey, Cathy, Sarah and I are going to watch World Trade Center movie- should be good, I guess?

This week should be an interesting week. I have DePaul Holiday Party to go to on Tuesday night (DePaul is one big agency that Embury's under). On Wednesday evening, I have Embury Staff Holiday Party to go to. Yea, I guess this is where I'll finally get to know the staffs more outside the group home.

Well have a happy Sunday night, everybody!

Fri, 15 Dec 2006 03:01:44 GMT

I feel so d i s g u s t e d.

Questions? Don't ask.

Thu, 14 Dec 2006 15:10:49 GMT

Happy Birthday my dear Jessica Freeman!!!!!!!!! Have a great one, girl!!!!!!!! *mwah!*

Thu, 30 Nov 2006 06:18:13 GMT

You Know You're From Detroit When...

You call McNichols 6 Mile

You pronounce Lahser as "Lasher"

You add an "s" on Livernois

You own a pair of gators in a variety of colors

Your gators match your suit (pink, purple, green, etc.)

You`ve had to wait forever for the DOT bus

Your car payment is higher than your rent

You outfit cost more than your car payment

You get your nails and hair done every week just to go to the mall

You can do any of the 3,000 hustles

You take ballroom hustle lessons

You airbrush your toenails

You put nail tips and acrylic on your toenails

You`re familiar with the term "Dress to Impress"

You can find a cabaret on any given Saturday of the year

You listen to Mason in the morning on 102.7 FM

You know the words to "Hello Detroit" by Sammy Davis Jr.

You are mad about the Joe Louis Statue (the fist) in the middle of Jefferson

Your neighborhood church is across the street or next door to a liquor store AND a Chinese food restaurant

You don`t know the difference between winter white and summer white

You've been to a club at 1 am and paid $20 to party for one hour

You can buy an outfit, activate your cell phone, and buy lunch at the corner liquor store

You get your hair "did"

You have Mardi Gras beads from Fishbone`s hanging from your rear view mirror

Youo've stopped at a shrimp shack after 2 am (because it tastes the best at this time)

You think that Lou's Deli (the Mc Nichols location) has the best corned beef sandwiches!

You shop at Cest La Vie

You've had to drive a half a mile to make a left turn (The Michigan Left)

You drink Faygo pop

You've knocked all the hub caps off your car - and your alignment's totally out of whack

You go to the Auto Show to find men / women

You own a red leather outfit

You shop at Mr. Alan`s to get the 2 for $50 deal

You shop at City Slicker shoes and the Broadway

You know the words to the City Slicker Shoes and the Broadway radio commercials

You've been to the Festival in Hart Plaza

You own a Navigator or an Expedition and you live with your mother

The Cass Corridor is your jogging route.

Wednesday is Metro Times day.

You have a taste for coney dogs.

You can dodge potholes without dropping your cell phone.

You can name the CEOs of all the Big 3.

You can't get to sleep without the sound of sirens.

You hate the city, but you'll kick the ass of anyone who disses it.

You love Vernor's and Better Made Chips

You refer to the city as "the D."

You swim at Belle Isle beach.

You bitch about the need for mass transit but know deep down you'd never use it.

You know the given names of all the expressways.

People get scared when you say you're from here.

You have two cars: One for daily use, and one hooptie for extreme occasions.

A six-street intersection with a Michigan turn seems logical.

You think Devil's Night is celebrated everywhere.

If it's less than 10 blocks away, you drive anyway.

You are connected to Eminem by 3 or fewer people.

You know Eminem and Kid Rock are not actually from Detroit, but Warren (a suburb) and a small farm town.

You have ridden the People Mover.

When you pull up to a red light, you roll up your windows.

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from Detroit.

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I found this and many of those statements actually made sense to me- even though I don't live in Detroit anymore, Detroit will always be my hometown, no matter what.

Couldn't forget the Sorrento's, Emerald Theatre Club, 8 Mile Rd, 9 Mile Rd in downtown Royal Oak/Ferndale, splitting up several pitchers of budwiser with the homeboys, Soho's, the 69's (I-69. I-696, I-96), the smokes from cigarettes burning in bars/pool halls, too-many-to-count coney islands, the Eastside/Westside, Como's, LaShish's, the 75's (I-75, I-275, I-475), shamrocks on every street name in Eastpointe in honor of East Detroit High School, Kahula's at 2pm with mom at Izzy bar, Smart Bus, Big Shot Sport Bar, watchin a MSD staff stickin her face in an ex student's dick on dancing floor at Emerald Club (she was drunk as F*ck), the "mich turn".... Good times/feelings over this past thanksgiving break! More to come when I head back for Xmas Break.

Detroit will always have a place in my heart!

MEHHHH!

Sun, 17 Sep 2006 20:17:50 GMT

Allergy Season's got the best of me, again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! September, (specifically mid-late Sept) get LOST!!!!!!!!!

Not so cool!!!!!!! Not so funny either!!!!

Meh!

updated news: in my previous entry, I mentioned I got 12 piercings. As of right now, there have been a slight change with the number of piercings. It's 13 now. :-D

while she's having her beauty sleep...

Sun, 17 Sep 2006 14:32:32 GMT

a is for age: 25 years old.

b is for beer of choice: bud light

c is for career right now: no career- internship though.

d is for your dog's name: my manny-boy!!!!!!!!!!!

e is for essential item you use everyday: my 'kick.

f is for favorite TV show at the moment: haven't watched too much TV these days, but Roseanne's sounds good just about right now!

g is for favorite game: EUCHRE!!!!

h is for hometown: detroit.

i is for instruments you play: don't play one, but if I do, drums.

j is for favorite juice: apple juice.

k is for whose butt you'd like to kick: your mom's.

l is for last restaurant you ate at: Sinbad's for JessUP's birthday last nite

m is for marriage: not on mind right now.

n is for Number of Piercings: before: 18 now: 12

o is for overnight hospital stays: once when i was 4- appendicitis.

p is for people you were with today: it's still early in the morning, only Katy so far.

q is for what you do with your quiet time: nap. :-D

r is for biggest regret: sleepin' with yer mom.

s is for status: in a relationship.

t is for time you woke up today: 10 am.

u is for if you are unique: yeah, i could be.

v is for vegetable you love: artichokes!!!!!!

w is for worst habit: smoking :-/

x is for x-rays you've had: MANNNNNNNNNNNNY!

y is for yummy food you ate today: haven't eat anything yet, sushi in couple hours though.

z is for zodiac sign: gemini.

Sat, 09 Sep 2006 02:22:25 GMT

some pics from the bachelorette party

go to daprilz

a little updates

Sun, 27 Aug 2006 15:08:25 GMT

American Cities That Best Fit You::

65% Austin

55% San Diego

50% Atlanta

50% Denver

45% Portland

Which American Cities Best Fit You?

Ahhhh yesterday was the ceremony of Becky and Heth's union. It was sweet, simple, comfortable ceremony. Yea, I was part of the wedding by being the "orange" part of the "rainbow" colors of the wedding party. I was on Heather's line (red, orange, yellow and white). Becky's line was green, blue, purple and black. Even before the wedding, I've warned some people that I could get really emotional and tears would come out of my eyes easily when it comes to weddings. Sure enough, I ended up with more tears than I thought I would shed. I was so lucky to have Jesse laying his eyes on me while I was shedding tears because THAT has gotten him teary eyes as well... I rock!!!!!! (hey hey don't u go blaming the hazy skies, Jesse!!!!) haha I'm so glad the wedding went pretty smooth after a bit of not so smooth rehearsal.

The night before was the bachelorette party. It was fun and everyone was under control so it was what made the party enjoyable. We had more games that we wanted to play but somehow haven't gotten around to it. Hey everybody, I'm sure you guys were wondering why we had that one poster of naked woman up in our dining room- it was for us to be blindfolded, be spun, and go up to that poster and sign our names wherever on it. I was sort of disappointed we didn't get around to that game because it would be GREAT if I ended up signing my name on her left tit??? haha Heather and Becky won 4 rounds of beer pong until they had to play against Katy and I. Finally we beat them and got them to socialize with people more rather than being stuck at the pong table. Then it was a hot game between me/katy and maryellen/kristina. They won by one cup. Good times though- been AGES since I've played beer pong.

Last night, some of us went to RJ's (old name for Nasty D's) to support a fundraising event for one chick that got in a big bad car accident where her car insurance would not pay a cent of her health bill. It was really packed. Was surprised to see that many deaf people there as well as some old faces. Got to finally talk with KT once again after so long. KT is the one that got in that accident. It was sort of saddening to see her being stuck in wheelchair for a year, yet it was really good to seeing her all in one piece and with a good spirit. Among one of the strongest chicks I know. At around 130 am, I've became soooooo pooped out and was ready to head home, just to knock the FUCK out.

To sum up the entire weekend (as of right now) into 2 2-words sentences. GOOD TIMES!!!!! CONGRATULATIONS, Beth. *becky/heth= beth*.

Now, I'm on my last week of summer vacation before I start internship. AHHHHHH better make the best out of it. How? REST as much as possible. I haven't really gotten around to just fuckin sit down and just ponder about god knows what so I look forward to that. Maybe after sushi today? Lisa Dressler's here and she's gone to see some other old friends so when she gets back, we'll be headin' for sushi. Am SOOOOOO glad to have her around once again!!!! One of my fewww closest friends from the past few years. (hey- love you all too, Mandy, Micah and Lexie! do think of you guys often *MWAH!*)

oops, i did it again....

Mon, 07 Aug 2006 02:06:05 GMT

I broke my pager, again. yes... again!!! actually what happened was.... 3 days ago, me and my roommates all started moving some stuff into the house.... because my hands have been carrying god knows how many cardboard boxes, it made my hands soooo smooth yet stiffy. ok here goes... since we still had one more night to sleep in our apartment where it had AC, there wasn't any food in the ref. so we all decided to go out to Denny's for late night dinner. As i was getting out of my car, i tried to check to see if i had my pager with me n as i found my pager, it slid out of my slippery hands n fell right on the ground. of course, it broke into 2 pieces. really PISSED the FUCK outta me... its not even funny at all! so yea.. im pager-less once again so it totally sucks!

today was good and productive day for me. i woke up n did some unpacking/cleaning around the kitchen. now it looks much much better. I drove over to see jason and we went to park ave festival. wasn't too bad. we finally got around to walking by walking to the festival. good little exercise for me n my ankle. it's funny when jason was like "ok now its (given time), let's see how long it'll take us to walk down to the festival".... 4 minutes later, he went "it's (4 minutes after the given time). so it has been 4 minutes since we started walking and i'm so THIRSTY!" so funny how he had to say that. am so glad to have him back here!

right now, i'm chillin with jason at peter hauser's house since he's house-sittin the house for peter. really NICE house, i see myself oh so comfortable being here and it's like 3 minutes away from where i live. jesse and jason are making bbq chicken and rice for dinner- get this, 2 gay guys cookin dinner for all of us, what more could i ask for? :-)

*jesse walked in right after i mentioned the previous sentence and said "dinner's ready!"*

dinner was good. now am focusin on homework (besides doing this post, ok?)... only 3 more days of classes left n then it's off to michigan for the mich womyn music festival- can't wait!!!! because when i get back, i have NOTHING to worry about except to focus on the house. definitely gunna be a good feeling ...

school's gunna start in less a month from now, am definitely not ready even though i'm sort of excited to start my internship n get my senior year OVER WITH!!!!

ok it's time for me to head back on finishin up homework

til then!

one more thing

Fri, 28 Jul 2006 01:19:00 GMT

Oh, there's one more thing I should have added to my previous entry- I would like to share what I have on my AIM profile with you all.

The BICH 44 roomies, 10 years later with our child(ren)...

Becky- "lets sit down. *chewing gum* what's wrong? *chewing gum* oh honey...*kisses cheeks* so here's what you shud do....*giving advices while chewing gum*... and then you'll be just FINE!"

Heather- "oh shit...did I hit you. Oh honey....I love you but you know if you know your mom is coming....get out of her way okay hon? ok tell me about your day at school... *kid telling stories*.... interesting... well, why don't you just be blunt and tell her this....*

Rosey- "Oh fbdssaj don't eat that. Gdslhdsakjkd yes mom loves you but shfdkslak *UGH!* "

Denise- "my kid doesn't need counseling, ok? He just need a better education, that's all. So why don't you just go and suck my left tit!, bitch?" *talks to her son* "next time she screws u over, tell her to go suck ur dick"

Cathy- "don't do that again...ok? Give me a high five. Yeah! I love you" (talking to other person) "that's my DUDE!!!!"

HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!! You all so can see us like that 10 years later, right? right?

Thu, 06 Jul 2006 12:29:15 GMT

Dina's post motivates me to do this- THANKS DINA! Sorry no updates on my life, not really up to typing a post right now. Maybe later???

A - Available: pretty much so
A - Age: 25
A - Annoyance: people that thinks we can read their minds! *argh!*

B - Best Friend: jason (and I'm gunna head down to Conn. and see him!)
B - Bad Habit: my bitching, i guess? (RIGHT ON DINA!!!!!!! In fact, my roomies n I had an open talk about how we feel about eachother and the negative thing they ALL had to say about me was my bitchness :-x)
B - Birthday: june 3

C - Crush: yep, got one. (DONT ASK WHO CUZ I WONT TELL)
C - Cats: nope but my roomies got em.
C - Car: 93 teal cavalier

D - Dead Pets Name: Jesse Aaron Maleh. (just the "dead" part reminds me of him and his "Dead self" so had to mention his name) haha
D - Desk Top Picture: pic of me bein a ghetto drag/skater
D - Dogs: my precious capricorn fag, Manny.

E - Easiest person to talk to: Cathy
E - Eggs: omelet
E - Email: yahoo.

F - Favorite colors: blue.
F - Food: lots of em
F - Fun Swear Word: fuck and asshoooooooole!

G - Gummy Bears or Worms: worms
G - God: ok? (hahaha ur funny, Dina- it's eassssy to picture u signing "umm ok?")
G - Good Times: many of them

H - Hair Color: brown
H - Height: 5'4".
H - Happy: yep.

I - Ice Cream: italian ice cream- lemon!
I - In school?: yep
I - Idiots?: everyone is.

J - Jewelry: rings and earrings
J - Job: none. jobless.
J - Jokes: SILLY FAGGOT, DICKS R JUST FOR CHICKS! (that one got stuck on my mind a lot lately, thanks JESSE!)

K - Kids: i wanna em.
K - Karate: not for me.
K - Kung fu: ew.

L - Longest Car Ride: to floridah!
L - Longest relationship: 2 half years
L - Last phone call: bursar's office

M - Milk Flavor: 2 %
M - Movie Last Watched: But I'm a Cheerleader (loooooovvveee that flick!)
M - MILFS?: ooooo yea, lemme try yer mom.

N - Number of Siblings: 3
N - Eastwood or Southern Park Mall: where are these malls? any 1 of em got rollercoasters in it?
N - Name: Thenise

O - One Phobia: being stuck in a building with HUGE ASS fire where it'd be hard to escape
O - Open About yourself?: pretty much so.
O - Orchestra?: ew.

P - Parents: they are .... alright?
P - Part of your jerking: HUH?
P - Part of your personality you like best: friendly

R - Reality TV Shows: real world.
R - Right or Left: well, I'm good with both, but when it comes to writing, I'm a righty. :-)~
R - Right now: doing this motherfuckin' survey.

S - Song Last Heard: n/a
S - Season: summer
S - Sport: swimming, sunbathing (is that a sport?????) haha

T - Time you woke up: 8-ish am (to start studyin for the final exam, ok?)
T - Time Now: 8:29pm
T - Time for bed: whenever im tired

U - Unknown Fact about me: nothing that u probably don't need to know?
U - Unicorn: i wannaa baby one.
U - You are: tired.

V - Vegetable you hate: cauiflowers?
V - Vegetable you love: many of em
V - Voice: yes, there's a voice in my head telling me i shouldn't be doing this.

W - Worst Habits: procrastination
W - Where are you going to travel next?: connecticut
W - Where were you born?: Wayne, Michigan

X - X-rated: no
X - girlfriend: not just about yet
X - extra: moolah? that'd be nice

Y - Year you were born: 1981
Y - Year it is now: 2006.
Y - Yellow: piss?

Z - Zoo Animals: lemurs and otters!
Z - Zodiac: gemini
Z - Zoolander: and?

hmm yea.... an "All about J2" post

Sun, 16 Apr 2006 07:25:16 GMT

Ahhh.... don't have too much to say here, but ummm that I'd like to share several pictures.

before I post them up- I gotta say this.... the trips to D.C. and back was blasttttttttttt!!!

The laughs
The picking
The retard moments...

Love ya all, J3!!!!!!!!!

ok... here goes...

jesse drooling, yea he drools for real!!!!!!!!!!! ;-)

see how serious of a sleeper Jess is???? wow... really serious...

*SCREAMING!!!!* what the hell happened??!?!??!?! Jess!? You ok??? need more blue???? NO RED!!!!!!!!!! Ahhhhhhh SELF THERAPY!!!!!

ohhhh yea!!! and this one... is me making up to jess.

...look!!!!!! A pretty JessUP!!!!!!!!! JESSUP!!!!!!! (hahahaha)

ok... there you go.

honestly.....

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 21:29:46 GMT

Yea, it's been a while since I last posted up an entry. I know I've said that almost every time I plan on posting up an entry.

What's the updates? Well there are several- of course, I'm gunna share 'em with you all.

SAME OL'... SAME OL'!!!!!!!!! not.

After 47 days *yes, I've counted*... my cast is no longer on me. *YAYAYAYAY* Well, I had to have a 2nd one on after a month though, but it was for only 2 weeks. Thank god. I've never felt so ticklish as the running water was going down on my back from takin' shower. WHOA!!!!! I don't think I'll ever be taking a bath for SO SO LONG!!!! It took me a while until my right leg got used to warm water, remembering my leg have not been under water or anything for the past month and half. I've never felt this desperated to get my legs shaved after seeing them once the first cast came off. I felt like I was a cavewoman with how hairy my legs were.

After the 2nd cast came off, I took a picture of my leg- noticing that both legs are not at the same size. Here is the picture.

*freaky and gross, I know*

Sooooo... now I'm havin' a walking boot on. Thank god it's not the ugly white/blue one I've always imagined myself wearing once the cast phase is over. It's making my life much easier, yea... but one thing though- I need to go shopping and get more "baggy-ish" pants so I wouldn't look so funny wearing my pants underneath the boot or wearing a tighter pant over the boot. I know I may be a bit picky when it comes to the appearances but hey, that's me?? Anything to avoid the 80's looks.

Here's picture of this OH SO COOL walking boot!!!!! not.

I will need to continue wearin the boot for 4 weeks. First 2 weeks- with 50% weight, and the last 2 weeks with 100% weight (as much as possible, that is) and then on March 23rd, I start physical therapy. Part of me: excited to start the therapy, but other part of me: soooooo scared due to the pain I would have to go through shapin my ankle up. Will be getting some moolah for my pain and suffering, but not until the whole thing's all over (the physical therapy n etc etc). Probably not til the end of next summer, I assume?

Hmmmm so that's all about my ankle. Now moving on to my car. It's gone for good. I got some money for the damages. My parents are helping me finding a car, but not until the physical therapy's done though. (probably not til a point during spring quarter or summer) UGH!!!!!!!! I still need to go to the storage and give the guy my title and get the plates returned to the DMV. Will do those during the break.

Hmm... about school- yea it's the beginning of 10th week. I'm just so glad that the quarter has been so easy for me because there was/is ABSOUTELY NO motiviation towards going to classes, doin' homework, or ANYTHING related to school. So far, I'm getting 3.0- lowest possible GPA. Highest possible GPA would be 3.67. I'm assuming my GPA would be 3.33. Not so bad for only 12 credits. I'm just thankfully I didn't go on LOA at all. I couldn't anyway because of the Social Work Program. I'll have my internship placement decided by the end of spring quarter, so that's something I can't wait for.

Next quarter's going to be more productive and better for me:

M/W 4-6. (my darling Jason'll be takin the class with me YAY!!!)
T/R 1-12, 12-2, 4-6.
online course.

Yes 20 credits, but the schedule is going to be as if I'm takin' 16 credits. Plus, the president position of the sorority'll be DONE. So yea that'll lift up a lot off my shoulders.

About the sorority, I would have to say it was a rich experience being the vice president for an entire year as well as the president for another entire year. However, I also would have to say that I'm glad I've served the sorority long enough to be able to say I've contributed a lot to the sorority, because right now I feel like I'm more of an independent person than a sorority material. Of course, Alpha Sigma Theta will always have a special place in my heart and I'll still be around for any of the sisters that need my help in any area within the sorority.

Spring break's coming soon: what am I going to do? Well, I'll stay around to finish up those car errands and other little things, then I'll be headin' down to Michigan and be with my familia for the rest of the break :-) It's going to be a simple and relaxing break since I do not think I would have the motivation of going to somewhere special being the GIMP (haha Jesse). Oh yea- Jesse, pretty much, is having an obession of being a gimp. I absoutely have no idea why.

Hmmm what else??? I think that's pretty much it- sorry if my entries had to be soooo boring, but yea... at least you know what's going on in my life.

*deleted this part of entry in order to prevent from any more drama* Sorry everybody.

Ok. thats it. :-D

about time...

Tue, 24 Jan 2006 06:14:09 GMT

Sorry everybody- myspace's drawn my attention away from livejournal. My bad. As I mentioned to some friends I'd post up some pictures I have of the accident, here they are.

My car.

My car, close up.

3rd day after I get out of the hospital. (My fractured nose- causin' me to have black eyes. They went away after a week n half, thank god).

Me and my 2 best friends, Thelma and Louise. (I've rejected them at some points though :-x)

Almost a week later, with my glow-eyed bat-dog, Manny.

My cast.

Me like, a week ago. (yes, notice the black eyes are gone!?!?!)

So, yea- surely was a bad accident, huh? Words of advice? Don't drive anywhere on NYE, no matter what. Crazy people out there, even if they're in their late 80's.

What's up with me? Well, just tryin' to hold my motivation towards school up for the next 5 to 6 weeks. For some reason, even though I'll be having 20 credits next quarter, I look forward to spring quarter. Have been sooo lazy and not up to doing anything except for eating, sleepin, bathing, and going out to mingle with friends, oh yea- and catchin' up with Jason. Maybe it's winter thing?

I'm due for a doctor's appointment next Thursday to get the cast removed (finally, it's starting to wear out) and see what needs to be done. (Prayin' I wouldn't have to get a new cast on and just start the physical therapy so I could start walkin' like normal again as well as going clubbin' once again). Right now, I'm at the point where I reject my best friends at some times and just limp my way around (which is the reason my cast's starting to wear out).

I'm still dealing with all the insurance crap. No fun at all. Sadly, New York's a no fault state which means my insurance pays the medical insurance and his insurance pays for my, what they call it, "pain and suffering" and maybe the total amount of damage being done to my car (but probably up to $1000 though). An agent from his insurance is coming over on Wednesday morning to get me to sign some papers for them to pay my medical insurance or something like that. Maybe it's an offer being offered by his insurance company. Of course, I'm going to see if they could just give me moolah rather than payin' my medical insurance because my insurance's paying for it anyway). BLAH!!!!!!

Well, I guess that's pretty much it for me to say for tonight- so I'll say good night ya all :-)

Til then.

about time...

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 04:24:30 GMT

It's about time I updated my LJ, right? haha

Only thing I could say is that what I'm doing right now and will be doing the next couple of days is what got me around to updating my LJ.

Why? Well, as some of you heard- yea, I got in a badddddd accident on NYE.

I'll explain you what happened on NYE. First, I went for a short pre-gammin' at Ocean 11 and then headed over to Brighton to a hearing party with Rita. (She was following me there).

After the clock hit midnight, we had a glass of champagne and chatted a bit. Some of us wanted to head down to RJ's and the others, to Tilt's. As for me, because some deaf friends were at RJ's, I decided to head over there. Told Rita to meet me there when she's done partying at that hearing friend's house, therefore I was driving alone.

At 1230 ish a.m., I was driving on Penfield Rd (a 2 way street which is pretty a big street), another car was waiting to turn left onto Penfield Rd off from a small street. Instead of waiting for me to pass by since I was going around 45ish mph, he decided to go ahead and make that left turn. A slow left turn, that is. He didn't give me enough time/space to slam on brake fully in order not to hit his slow ass, so I did. I crashed really badly onto the back/driver side of his car.

I was in a big shock and realized my nose was bleeding and I couldn't feel my right ankle. My chin, lips, and nose must've hit the steering wheel badly because that got my labret ring falling out (after 3 months of struggling to get it out to change into a new one). My car's old so there was no airbag comin' out. The guy from that other car came running to me, hugged and apologized to me and asked me if I was alright. Of course, I wasn't able to really response right away. My car has been totalled, badly. The cop gave me report stating that it was his fault, not mine. Got into an ambulance and headed to the hospital.

Ended up at the hospital from 130 am til 8 am. I got released with a badly fractured ankle, fractured nose, and sore chest. So yea, there's a splinter (much like a cast) on my right leg, and crutches for me to use (not used to 'em though and still is awkward with them).

Ever since then, I have been layin around at my apt, deeply in pain. My nose got much more swollen, my left eye's now nothing but a dark black eye, my right eye's starting to get a black eye too. My whole body's sore and stiffy. Feelin' all oh-so-crappy.

3 things I'm thankful for are: that I'm still alive, an extra week off from school so I could try to heal better before school starts again), and friends that were being there to support me and give me help around the apartment since I could not do much with the way I am.

So now you could see why I'm updating my LJ- been lyin on couch next to a laptop doin' almost nothing but watchin' TV and sleeping. Also, got pretty much an interesting story to say! (haha)

Besides that, my Xmas break was ok-ok. I ended up being sick almost whole week when I got to Michigan (thank god I was at the right place to be sick- at mom's). My mom and I bonded up whole lot more that we ended up crying a bit when I was leaving for New York (that has never happened everytime I was leaving for NY, so it was the first) Her and I talked openly about my love life with girls, so that helped me feel much closer to her.

Umm... I'm a bit drained out with the painkillers right now, so I think this is enough for now.

Until then!

ahhh

Sun, 27 Nov 2005 21:22:02 GMT

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Yep- I SO need to go out and get a taste of the Wonderful West!!!!!!!! I know one time I will be doing that for sure- and that'd be next year for the Social Work BPD - Los Angles, California!!!!

I hope to be visiting Lizzie in Colorado someday after she graduates :-D

Maybe visit Ryan in Arizona???

Stephanie (my sorority little sister) and I are talking about going on a road trip over the country in the summer. Perhaps the red color will fill up the country more in this picture once we get around to the plan? I just hope I'll find time to do that because I'll probably be taking up two liberal arts elective courses over the summer in order to maintain 12 credits each quarter throughout my senior year.

My Thanksgiving break wasn't too bad. I got to really relax and have the apartment to myself for 5 days. Surely was good feeling, but after while, it gets a bit too lonely.

What did I do over the break??? Well, I've gone to RJ's and Tilt's (of course). Hung out with Jason and friends at some points. Hosted a small surprise 21st party for Jason with Jesse. Was pretty much successful *whew*. Went to Jason's grandparents' in Geneso for Thanksgiving and birthday. Hung out with Therese at some points too. Focused a lot on the apartment (cleaning and etc...). Picked a friend up from the airport. Dog sat my roommate's deaf dalmation. Bein' online. Caught up with my paperwork. Had Lisa come here for a day visit with her fiancee and baby. Adorable girl she got!!! Partied a bit with my girls last night. Bein' on text a lot!!!! :-x Pretty much it. Fun and boring, yet relaxing- so it's all good.

Yep- I'm not really that ready to start my winter quarter, but I'm pretty much for it JUST to get the quarter over with. I look forward to it only a bit because I'll be ending my president term, having a quarter left to complete my junior year, having more time to myself, figuring out the placement of my internship, and most of all- being home more often. (here at my apt).

Yea, I'll stop for now. Until then :-D

:-x oops?

Fri, 18 Nov 2005 17:11:07 GMT

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Here's something fun for you guys to do lol. Do one for me and I'll do one for you in return.

What am I:
1. Quiet or Loud?
2. Short or Tall?
3. Weird or Original?
4. Friendly or Selfish?
5. Smart or Stupid?

Do you think Im:
1. Shy?
2. Weird?
3. Crazy?
4. A good friend?
5. Conceited?
6. Fun?

Everyone:
1. Whats the craziest thing you've done with me?
2. Physically, whats my best feature?
3. On a scale 1-10, what would u rate my personality?
4. Do we talk offline ever?
5. Mentally whats my best feature?
6. What is my middle name?

1. Your Whole Name?
2. Are we friends?
3. Where did we meet?
4. What do you think of me?
5. How long do you think we will be friends?
6. Do you have a crush on me?
7. Would you kiss me?
8. Would you hug me?
9. Physically, what stands out about me?
10. Emotionally, what stands out about me?
11. Do you wish I was cooler?
12. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
13. What was your first impression?
14. Do you still think that way about me now?
15. What do you think my weakness is?
16. Do you think I'll get married?
17. What reminds you of me?
18. If you could give me anything what would it be?
19. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

hmmmm.....

Fri, 18 Nov 2005 16:04:21 GMT

I have couple of random things to say here.

Last night, as I was driving home at 5 a.m., I got pulled over. I was like, OH SHIT because I was driving with expired drivers license since I lost my drivers license when I was in Texas and haven't gone to the DMV to get new one. Anyway, the cop was like, you're being pulled over for speeding and since this license is expired, I would need to ask you to come out of your car. I sort of freaked out and told him I need to explain him something, so I wrote him a short note explaining the Texas situation. He was being such a bastard and told me to get in his car anyway. So I did. Good 15 minutes until he finally got off the phone and told me he's going to let me go with a warning and that he strongly suggested me I go to DMV and get my license business over with today as well as to watch my speed (rollin' my eyes on that one). I think it's all because of my clean record or something since the 1 ticket I had for speeding way back then got cleared out. I was really- like, shaky and my heart was beating sooo fast. Wasn't too happy about this whole thing.

So yea, am going to get that business over with today.

I woke up this morning and checked my grades. Yep- 2 A's and 2 B's. GPA: 3.5. Cumulative GPA: 3.31. Not so bad!!!!! Highest GPA I ever got since 8th grade *laughing* Though I got 3.4, 3.3 before throughout my college years, but I'm more of a B to C person so this whole thing is a bit of a shock for me.

I've been tryin to call mom and her freakin answering machine's full that I couldn't leave any messages on it. She's barely home now. It's sort of bugging me because I miss her and I am desperately in need of a talk with her. *grrr*

Surely is a good feeling being on break away from school. Just having nothing to worry about when we get up in the mornings or whatsoever. Being out til late in the nighttime (eh, I've been doing that during school quarter, anyway- but yea...) without worrying about oversleeping or havin' to set up alarm at all. Just bum around the apartment and drinkin coffee without havin' to look at the clock every 3 minutes. Surely is an awesome feeling.

Hmmm.... this is generally speaking- the previous entry I posted "FUCK OFF" goes to certain people. By that, I mean- DON'T use my own posts against me with me or anyone else. I say whatever I want in here and if you have a problem with that, speak up to me directly. I think I've said enough here.

Until then.

...

Tue, 15 Nov 2005 06:55:40 GMT

Some people really just need to F U C K O F F !

...

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 17:03:27 GMT

D- You have trouble trusting people.
E- You are popular with all types of people
N - You can be very "FUN"
I- love is something you deeply believe in
S - People think you are sexy, especially your bf/gf
E- You are popular with all types of people

L - You are always smiling and making others smile.
O- you love foreplay
U- you usally r hella tight
I- love is something you deeply believe in
S - People think you are sexy, especially your bf/gf
E- You are popular with all types of people

F - Fake.
R - You are a social butterfly.
Y- You make everything so much better

If you want to do the name thingy that I did above
A- You always want some action.
B - You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C - You definitely have a partier side in you
D- You have trouble trusting people.
E- You are popular with all types of people
F - Fake.
G - You are very friendly and understanding
H - You have very good personality and looks
I- love is something you deeply believe in
J - Everyone loves you.
K - You like to try new things.
L - You are always smiling and making others smile.
M - Success comes easily to you.
N - You can be very "FUN"
O- you love foreplay
P - You are very friendly and undestanding
Q - You are a hypocrite.
R - You are a social butterfly.
S - People think you are sexy, especially your bf/gf
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
U- you usally r hella tight
V - you are not judgemental
W - You are very broad minded.
X - You never let people tell you what to do.
Y- You make everything so much better
Z- You're uber cool

Pulled a muscle this morning. Yep- the one behind my thigh. Hurts like motherfucker!! Forgot how that felt. Haven't pulled one like that since basketball years in High School!!! EH!

Gunna be spending the whole day at Jason's. Crammin' Spanish and doing Laundry. Oh yea, and most important of all- reuniting the Jason/Denise time!!!!!! ;-)

Spanish is my only finaly I gotta take this week. It's tomorrow and then I'm 100% done with the quarter!!!!! Good bye Fall Quarter, Hello Winter Quarter :-)

a relaxing night

Sat, 12 Nov 2005 07:32:38 GMT

After 10 weeks of craziness, I finally got around to just relax for the whole night here at my apt. I totally forgot how good that felt.

Yea, school's officially done for me except a final on Tuesday and that's Spanish. Bah, gunna cram Spanish a day before the exam. :-x Definitely is a good feeling. Didn't feel that this quarter was a long one though.

So far, all my grades are not too bad. 1-A, 2 classes (either an A or B), 1- more likely a B. (not so bad, since I have been slacking school off for the past couple weeks- by that, I meant not taking school seriously).

Next quarter's gunna be awesome for me. No classes til 1 pm everyday and only 1 hour of class on Monday and Wednesday. Tuesday and Thursday's heaviest day- 1-2, 2-4, 6-10. Not so bad though. At least, no class on Friday- finally. That means- more time to kill every Thursday nights ;-) *its the night I normally go to Muther's* heehee!!! I look forward to being home more often, being able to reunite the Denise/Jason time, more time to get to know this certain someone more, and go to the gym... those are pretty much the few things I'm gunna focus on next quarter.

My love life right now... is unexplainable. Maybe some other time, I would be able to. Just not right now. All I could say is that I'm definitely interested in somebody since the first time I laid my eyes on her. *heehee*

I am Austin, Texas- sick. I misssss it there. So much have happened. I got around to getting some tan *whoo-hoo*, browsed around 4th and 6th street, a waiter (not ours) at an Italian restaurant came up to us and made me a rose out of napkin. He asked to meet us when he gets out of work, of course we ditched him off- like I said on my pager the other time "I go for women now and am interested in a specific one" heehee... well, when I was standing outside waiting for my friends to get their drinks, a crazy- lookin guy came up to me askin to use my 'kick. Turned out he dropped his cell inside his motorcycle. I busted my ass off for 30 mins digging my hand inside it and got it out for him. Yep- his hero! He was like "I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE DEAF PEOPLE NOW!! MORE THAN REGULAR PEOPLE!!" I was like ... *hmmm.. regular people???* intersting. Of course, because he was really buzzed, I just nodded at him. Anyway... went barhopping and got to go to Spill's which was the place that the real world austin casts used to go clubbing a lot. It was fun. All the fun made up for those times spent sitting in conference rooms listening to presentations (few were interesting though). Went to deaf professional happy hour at a bar. Had blast... got to see my MIchigan friends unexpectedly, so it was really awesome. Saw some old faces as well. The next day, we went to Texas School for the Deaf for their homecoming football game. Wasn't too bad. Got to really hang out with Chrissie, Jill, Wes (friends that used to go to RIT), so it was definitely worth it- the whole trip. There's whole lot more to say, but I think I've said enough.

Ahhh- what motiviated me into typing this post was one of Jason's entries. I realized I have been meaning to type a post to express my feelings about Jason, since I promised him I would. I think I'm going to do that now.

Jason: the guy that fulfills the male role in my life right now. I could really just live with him alone and still be happy. I can't bear the idea of us not speaking to each other or being friends with each other. We have those moments where we would just fuck the world and act whatever we felt like acting. With him, whenever I realize I need a date for such events, and if I prefer for my date to be a male, Jason's the first person that pops up in my head. *speaking of that, he's my date for the sorority's Thanksgiving Dinner tomorrow*. Whenever I'm really down, I knew all I had to do was to come up to him and he'd make me feel so comfortable. We have this "habit" where we feel we MUST at least hear from each other everyday and vent what was going on for each other if we weren't around to see it for ourselves. I admire him for his patience in listening to all my vents even though it was all about ME ME ME ME ME. We would understand each other COMPETELY- to the point where we could tell what we were thinking, without saying the words. We would do such things together: go out for sushi, trips to mcdonalds, smoke cigarettes, sleep together, ramble nonstop, meeting before/after most classes, giving each other rides, going to our appointments together, going out for coffee, so many more things we would do together. The past few weeks, Jason and I haven't exactly been the way we used to be, though we still manage to keep it up as much as possible. It was all because I had too many other craps to take care of and have been seeing that one girl I'm interested in. I'm so GLAD Jason understands this and doesn't take this personally. I think it's somewhere in our guts that tells us we will always be close friends, no matter what- that has kept us faithful towards our friendship. I love taking Spanish class with Jason. Everyday, I mean EVERY SINGLE DAY we go to that class, it's like- there will always be 2 empty desks next to each other, waiting for us to sit on them. Everybody knew we are to sit next to each other, no matter what. The teacher constantly picked on us about us being married and having kids and whatnots. If I was gay, I would want him all to myself!!!! *a bit selfish here, I know...* We consider ourselves our husband/wife, boyfriend/girlfriend, best friends, Mr. Mrs. Smith (John and Jane), Oberon and Titania... Yea, me and him r gunna be making beautiful babies one day and be our own surrogate parents *hahahaha* MWAH!

All I could say is... Jason- I'm so glad to have you in my life and I would die if I didn't. I can't wait to be spending whole lot quality time with you once things settles down (starting tomorrow, probably! haha). There's no one else in my life that could ever take your place and there will never be. You are one unique person that has captured a big piece of my heart. Thank you for being you. I love you so much, honey.

Whew- I know that is one hell of a long entry, but I just had to do it. :-)

Ok- I think this will do me good til next time. :-D

Ta-da!!!

Why the hell NOT?!?!

Tue, 04 Oct 2005 03:55:23 GMT

Hi. *waving* hi!!!!!

Me is the feeling ok ok.

Me wondering what my day will be like tomorrow.

Me have dentist appointment at 3 pm. EEKS.

Today favorite word is Degrading.

Me maybe go Michigan next weekend.

Why? Me not plan go Michigan for Thanksgiving.

Why? My husband's big 2-1 plus, why not?

That's it.

pardon me for my silly mood- just felt like it. :-D

ta-da!

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Fri, 30 Sep 2005 20:36:08 GMT

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10 years ago.....

I was 14 and very naive.

5 years ago.....

Sept. 2000- Working at Target as a full-time cashier *RME*

1 year ago......

Sept. 2004- Did some of acting for a movie "Mascara" near 1,000 Islands, NY

yesterday

Gave my husband a little fit and apologized, then played Euchre tournament

5 snacks I enjoy

+ Cheez-It
+ Reese peanut butter cup
+ Lays' BBQ chips
+ Double mint oreo cookies
+ Good N Plenty

5 songs i know all the words to.....

+ Where have all the cowboys gone (;-) Listman)
+ Stop! In the name of love
+ Because of You
+ I Wanna Fall In Love
+ I'm in a hurry

5 things i would do with a million dollars....

+ Give half to my family
+ Give 1.4 of the rest to my sorority
+ Give other 1.4 of the rest to charities
+ Use other 1.4 of the rest to travel around Europe
+ Give the last 1.4 left to myself and SHOP!

5 things I'd never wear.....

+ That kind of NYC-style dressy shoes (the one u wear with jeans- EWWWW)
+ That one kind of boots (usually come out in pink)
+ (Clothes-wise) Anything too PINKY
+ Extremely baggy pants
+ G string bathing suits

5 bad habits.....

+ Smoking
+ Mt. Dew
+ Finding things about teachers/interpreters to make fun of along with my girl, Missy Feder (with no dash) Piasek!!!! ;-)
+ Gulp-gulping
+ Procrastinating

5 fav toys.....

+ My car
+ My computer (even though it sux)
+ My sidekick
+ My lighter
+ My sex toy (do i have one?)

:-(

Wed, 28 Sep 2005 20:51:24 GMT

Allergy Season SUCKS!!!!!!!!!